I’m a single woman of 28. I’ve worked serving burgers in a transport cafe for the past three years. Most of our customers are lorry drivers. Some of them flirt with me and ask about “extras”. I give them my phone number and meet up with them after work.
The sėx is mostly very passionate but in the morning I wake up in a stranger’s lorry, or with some guy in my bed and no idea of who they really are.
There was one guy last week I really liked. We had the most amazing sėx. As soon as we got through the door we were ripping each other’s clothes off and kissing wildly. He was gentle but it was really passionate.
Afterwards we got dressed almost without a word. As he turned towards the door he said he’d see me around. I knew he wasn’t serious about seeing me again. It’s what all the guys say and sadly he was no different.
But I just can’t seem to stop myself sleeping with guys I’ve just met. Sometimes it feels like I’m trying to prove a point but I always end up feeling cheap and used. I want to stop this.
I’d love to find a guy to settle down and have a family with but I can’t say no to sėx, even though sometimes I’d prefer just a kiss and a cuddle. It’s always the same. I don’t understand what I’m doing wrong.
Why can’t I keep a guy for more than one night?
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an addict..turn to God please. you will find a solution
Get married you woman
whaat! your body is a temple of God
Leta number ufanyiwe maombi...
you must find help sex addiction is a sickness that could be cured,god bless you,you will be fine.
God can help you.I know it is hard. Ask him to help your unwillingness.Try that and see what happens. You will have to pray to the true and living God; Jesus Christ the righteous.
Faith with no action is dead you bitch,pray n convince ur mind u can change...
Change begins with you... Go to church and confess; be prayed for and believe me you.. it will never be the same again. God loves you
je veut bien de toi
You are suffering from addiction. Anyone can be addicted if not in sex it could be other things, food, movies etc. You must break the addiction by refusing the initial advances otherwise you will keep wishing to settle down and never will. Even if you were, you would still cheat on your spouse. You are fearfully and wonderfully made by God and it is His will to help you overcome and believe me he knows your needs. He knows you need a husband but you must be faithful to that husband. If you are willing to obey Him, and be sincere with Him, he will assist you to overcome and transform you into the most important instrument for His glory. Refuse to listen to the devil who will tell you that it is not possible. Even if you fail again try until you overcome
ask for forgiveness from GOD then ask God to give u a good husband and live according to the ten commandments. and God will bless u. Mungu akusaidie sana coz u may die ukiendelea hivyo
is that foto yours?